I Am Going to Mope-- Be Aware of That, Then Other Stuff Happens

This is going to reference an older post. I'm not a big fan of summaries, so HERE is the whole post.

It's been a week-- a week since I messed up. Nothing is better. I didn't expect the situation to improve, but I had hoped that maybe it could think about it and be bothered by it a little less. I don't think there is too much left I can say. I just like to get how I feel out there. In simplest terms, how I feel = bad. Obviously, it is more complicated than that, but I'm no poet, and only a poet can do complex feelings justice.

I like to add music to these things, so here is a song that I think encompasses my feelings. Obviously it isn't exact, because it is rare to find a song you completely relate with. The situation may not be the same but the emotions are.

I should talk about something else, yeah?

Oh! I found this rainy thing: here. It's preeeetty soothing. I am listening to it right now. It was the only way I could calm down enough to put my thoughts in order. You should maybe use it too, eh?

TRANSITION

I know. You are impressed by my transition. I came up with that, all by myself. You may be asking yourself "Self, what has Roddy transitioned TO?". To you I say "Why are you talking to yourself?", but after I finish mocking your schizophrenia, I give you a real answer. The answer is this:

Amazing, yah? Jina showed it to me. It is so freakin' adorable or as the creator might say "ちょーかわいい". It just makes me happy.

I believe that is all for now. さよなら