While Bryan may be right, I want you to know it is me. I wish I could remember more insiders to help, but I can't. Ah, well. I'm sure you know. And sorry I didn't respond sooner. I just hadn't checked your blog in a minute. BUT! Surely, you can tell this is really me, since you read my writing so much. And I'm not sure if I am ready to text, but this is a-okay. Sincerely, J.
Wait... I will just ask a few questions. The ability to answer any one of them would be sufficient proof.
1. What do I always want to do when you need money? 2. What do I always offer when you are sick? 3. What did I read in order to have something to talk about? 4. What is the best language to say I love you in, and how do you say it?
1. offer to sell your kidney/liver/internal organs. 2. soup or some sort of food. plus the kitteh song. 3. Harry Potter. (thank you) 4. Russian, ya tebya lublu. Love from, J.
i'm just checking up on you. and i wanted you to know you werent alone when stuff was going downhill... i've been eh. okayish. and maybe. i wasnt entirely ready to start talking like this again, but i'm not going to just deny it being me. if you understand that... jeez. i sound like a screwball. oh well. Sincerely, J.
I'm glad you have been ok. If you want, I will leave you alone. I really don't want to make you uncomfortable. I've just been very happy to be able to speak to you again.
I took a minute to think, and I have a few more things to say.
Is there anything I can do make this easier for you? I realize that this is hard. This is only hard for me in the respect that I feel like I need to do everything I can to make you feel better about this, because it is my fault there is a problem.
Not to mention, I have no idea how you feel about me anymore, which makes me feel that I need to tip-toe, as not to hurt you in any way.
you made me laugh. four comments. haha... i don't hate/dislike/have a lot of negative feelings towards you. i'm just "wary" about the whole situation. and you don't have to tip-toe. i still know who you are. also, you don't need to do anything special for me, but don't fret if i don't respond for a bit. i get quite caught up in lifey things a lot. AAAAAND! last, but (to be cliche) not least, love as well. From, J.
I don't really think through what I have to say; I just say it as it pops in my head. Oh well.
I'm sorry about the situation. I honestly would never have done what I did if I didn't feel like you had intentionally hurt me. I over-reacted. I am sorry. We both know I am a bit over-sensitive (not to say i think I was completely in the wrong, just mostly). It's not like I would ever do that if I were just "slightly annoyed" with someone. At the time, I felt fundamentally betrayed and hurt, BUT I am past that all.
Um...would you mind if I asked you about something? It has bothered me for a really long time...
And if you let me ask, is there some way I could do it where everyone in the world can't read it? It's just not something I want everyone on Earth to read.
holy shit bricks
ReplyDeleteWhat a poignant comment.
ReplyDeleteI'd be weary - don't be the victim of a cruel prank - that's that LAST thing you need. I read the comment, and I'm just not sure :/
ReplyDeleteBut hell, I don't have all the answers! Ha ha, it could be
There are 2 comments. The first one is very specific to something.
ReplyDeleteWhile Bryan may be right, I want you to know it is me. I wish I could remember more insiders to help, but I can't. Ah, well. I'm sure you know. And sorry I didn't respond sooner. I just hadn't checked your blog in a minute. BUT! Surely, you can tell this is really me, since you read my writing so much. And I'm not sure if I am ready to text, but this is a-okay.
ReplyDeleteSincerely, J.
Well now my brain just hurts. I need aspirin.
ReplyDeleteWait... I will just ask a few questions. The ability to answer any one of them would be sufficient proof.
ReplyDelete1. What do I always want to do when you need money?
2. What do I always offer when you are sick?
3. What did I read in order to have something to talk about?
4. What is the best language to say I love you in, and how do you say it?
1. offer to sell your kidney/liver/internal organs.
ReplyDelete2. soup or some sort of food. plus the kitteh song.
3. Harry Potter. (thank you)
4. Russian, ya tebya lublu.
Love from, J.
Yay. T_T
ReplyDeleteSo...uh...Why did you decide to speak to me again? You said you didn't.
ReplyDeleteAnd, how are you? Have you been-- ok?
I know you said you don't want to text, but is there some other way we could talk? Maybe email?
i'm just checking up on you. and i wanted you to know you werent alone when stuff was going downhill... i've been eh. okayish. and maybe. i wasnt entirely ready to start talking like this again, but i'm not going to just deny it being me. if you understand that... jeez. i sound like a screwball. oh well.
ReplyDeleteSincerely, J.
I'm glad you have been ok.
ReplyDeleteIf you want, I will leave you alone. I really don't want to make you uncomfortable. I've just been very happy to be able to speak to you again.
And you don't sound like a screwball. Everything you are saying is reasonable.
ReplyDeleteI took a minute to think, and I have a few more things to say.
ReplyDeleteIs there anything I can do make this easier for you? I realize that this is hard. This is only hard for me in the respect that I feel like I need to do everything I can to make you feel better about this, because it is my fault there is a problem.
Not to mention, I have no idea how you feel about me anymore, which makes me feel that I need to tip-toe, as not to hurt you in any way.
One more thing.... LOVE.
ReplyDeleteyou made me laugh. four comments. haha...
ReplyDeletei don't hate/dislike/have a lot of negative feelings towards you. i'm just "wary" about the whole situation. and you don't have to tip-toe. i still know who you are.
also, you don't need to do anything special for me, but don't fret if i don't respond for a bit. i get quite caught up in lifey things a lot.
AAAAAND! last, but (to be cliche) not least, love as well.
From, J.
I don't really think through what I have to say; I just say it as it pops in my head. Oh well.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the situation. I honestly would never have done what I did if I didn't feel like you had intentionally hurt me. I over-reacted. I am sorry. We both know I am a bit over-sensitive (not to say i think I was completely in the wrong, just mostly). It's not like I would ever do that if I were just "slightly annoyed" with someone. At the time, I felt fundamentally betrayed and hurt, BUT I am past that all.
Um...would you mind if I asked you about something? It has bothered me for a really long time...
and AND love, because, well... I think I still love you. I mean-- you're still an awesome and awesomely sweet person.
ReplyDeleteAnd if you let me ask, is there some way I could do it where everyone in the world can't read it? It's just not something I want everyone on Earth to read.
ReplyDeleteyou may text me for a bit, but probably only for a couple days at most. Love, J.
ReplyDeleteAlright. I hope I haven't forced you into something you don't want to do. I didn't want to do that.
ReplyDeleteAnd... I'm not sure I even have your number right. =/ I hope so.
ReplyDeleteI texted you, and waited a few hours. You are either incredibly busy, or I have the wrong number...
ReplyDelete