Thursday, February 17, 2011

Is There Something Wrong With Me?

I have two question, for everyone reading this. Am I a douche? Do I seem-- gay? Allow me to explain why I ask.

I'll explain the latter, first. Several people have told me that I do seem gay. Mike sincerely thought I was; Kristen, gave me shit for worrying about my hair-- but then she said my voice was nice, so I think that almost balances out; my cousin, Amanda, said the same thing about my hair, and according to her, my unwillingness to frequently objectify women is a homosexual trait. I thought I was just being respectful... Do I need to be more masculine? I am perfectly capable of doing so; I just thought people didn't like that. I thought it came off douchey. What am I supposed to do?

For the second thing, I'm not really sure. People just seem to WANT to have a problem with me. I don't try to make people not like me. I like most people. Who would want to be a bad person. So-- Am I mean or something?

Finally, song:

2 comments:

  1. I don't think you're gay or anything. I honestly don't like when people touch my hair or anything like that. I go by the general rule of "Don't touch the phone, hair, or face".

    Stay respectable, people will see it in you. I also don't think you're a douche - and I KNOW a LOT of douches (I go to ONU, ha).

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  2. Well that is nice to hear.

    I try to stay respectable. I thought I did, anyway. I mean-- I joke a lot. ...Maybe people can't tell I am joking? My current biggest problem was caused by people deciding they don't like me, without, from what I can tell, a good reason. And today, I found someone I have no problem with just decided they don't like me. I don't even know what I did. This all really makes me question how I am.

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